Last week was the first time I really worked out in a very long time, it was amazing! I wanted to die, true....but I felt so good afterwards that I am encouraged to push forward. The workout I did was a boxing class, 1 full hour of cardio. I loved it because, I didn't have to think too much, I didn't have to be coordinated or make sure I was crossing my feet the right way. I just WORKED, and sweated, and breathed heavy and...thought about getting sick a couple times!
The past few weeks at work have been difficult for me. I am struggling with my own pride, getting into that space where I think that my opinions and thoughts are the only ones that really make sense and that I should be in charge of everything because I know better than most.
The Lord has certainly blessed me with a sharp mind for what I do at work. I have to remember each day to thank Him for that gift and use it for His glory, not my own. In my small group we are currently studying Galatians and this is a good reminder that it is by Grace alone that we are saved. Everyday in my actions, I forget this on some level. I am 'working' to prove myself as 'good' or 'smart' or 'better' than others.
Every day I have to remind myself that my sin and pride are worthy of death alone and that Christ paid that for me because of His immeasurable love for me (and all of us). When I stop for a second and think about that, being right at work just doesn't seem as important. I need to remember that it is relationship and community that is important.
1Peter 4:10 Just as each one has received a gift, use it to serve one another as good stewards of the varied grace of God.
I am so thankful to the Holy Spirit for these insights and for allowing my stubborn mind to see these truths clearly from time to time, even through my own resistance of them.
I hope everyone has a wonderful day!
May God bless you!
Aubrey
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